I am so mad at the world. I am so mad at God. Why is it that when I Google some other girls in this rehab with arrest records, their stuff doesn’t show up like mine does? My arrest record and mugshots are on full blast on Google. I feel like I will never get out of this rehab and I will never be able to get on with the rest of my life. In order to leave this rehab, I need to find a job, but how do I find a job with a horrible digital footprint?
I am on my end, I am at my last straw. I feel like I will never get out of this. I am whining and complaining I know, but in order for my charges to be dropped I need a letter of completion from this rehab, but I can’t get a letter of completion unless I get a job but I can’t get a job unless I get rid of these charges. This is a holy hell unholy mess, and I feel like this circle of hell was done on purpose. They say this is God’s work? It’s in God’s timing? Show me how this is helpful?
I am just venting, sorry. I feel like I am in an impossible situation that I can’t get out of. I know I did this to myself, but damn do I have to pay for this for the rest of my life?